Sometimes when I feeling down,
I want to see you,
I want to hold you,
I want to get angry at you,
I want to be spoiled by you
Seem like when I got sick
I want you to drop all the things that you do
And pampered me with your love
Taking care of me gently and lovingly
Sing a lullaby for me until I fall asleep
But it's impossible for those things to happen
Because we live our life differently
Because you are so far away and busy
Because I don't want to trouble you
Because I feel like I'm burdening you
All those negative feeling contrast to what I want from you but why I still hope for those things even I know it will be impossible. So I'm here, writing my own frustration and desires because I can't tell you all of it.. I don't want to be a burden..
#sickmakemefeelweird
#sickmakememissyou
#sickmakemeweak
