:)

no matter how i try..i will always end up hurt someone..though i nver meant to do it..i will nver make everyone hepy at d same time..so i learn my lesson..is better for me to follow what my heart n mind said rather just listen to my heart..gonna let go things dat hurt me..life is awesome..so i want to live fullest..

Luv

i fall in luv with u bcuz u'r special in your own way..
we always fight but  we will be fine later on..
we're separated hundred miles from each other
but i know u always be my side..

when i was down, u cheer me up..
when i was lost, u hold my hand..
when i'm crying, u lend your shoulder..
that's why i know u always be my side..

i always told u that
u were the only one for me
as it true because i never find
someone special like u anymore

they said miles apart
can ruin relationship
but we never believe in it
cuz we know we were stronger
when we are together

my luv for u is not only words
that come out from my mouth
but it also word from my heart
i will never find another like u

saat hati mula gundah
perasaan curiga mula brtapak
swmakin lama semakin merebak
hati gundah gulana merobek jiwa

walau sekuat mana ku ingin hindari
ia tetap menghantui jiwa
membuatkn aku semakin payah
dalam menongkah segala cubaan

bukan ku tak pernah mencuba
tapi semakin ku cuba
semakin kuat ia bertapak
jiwa dan hati ku pula terseksa

mereka kata curiga itu racun
racun dlm hubungan
tapi megapa ia selalu wujud
walau ku tak pinta

ku berharap ia berlalu
meninggalkan aku bersendirian
agar hati dan jiwaku
boleh berasa tenang..

Stranger

          Akan ada stranger yg dtg tba2 dlm hdup kita dan meninggalkn kesan pling dlm di hty kita..sma ada kita sedari or tidak..kita mula mngnali stranger itu..kdg2 mreka yg mnjdi sahabat sjti or pncinta setia tnpa disedari..but kdang2 mreka boleh jdi owg yg sgt mnyakiti hati kita..tp memang lumrah hidup smuanya brmula drpd tidak dikenali pd yg dikenali..semuanya brgantung pada kita sama ada ingin strangers tu stay dlm hidup kita or tak..

          After all, life is about choice..we choose how to live our life and accept consequences for our choices..tak guna kita menyalahkan org lain krn pilihan yg kita buat sendiri...pa yg dimasa lalu dijadikan pengajaran so we can face all struggles and challenges in the future...

            back to strangers things..strangers can be define when we didn't know a single things about them but when we get to know these stranger, they can change our literally..they can affect us in good or bad way depends on how much we wanna let them stay in our life to affect us..remember it's all about choices..but when u can't choose anything just tawakal to Allah as HE know the best for us..follow ur heart but never forget to follow Allah's orders..

p/s: thank u strangers for cheer up my life and taught me many things especially for those who had broke my heart n trust..u all taught me to become stronger each time i'm hurting..<3 font="">

ustaz ckp..

hari ini berlalu sprti hari2 biasanya tp hari ny mcm ada something missing..my heart don't belong to the right place..dgr cramah ustaz td sal khawin mmbuatkn dri ini brfikir..bnyk intipati yg menusuk hati..
ustaz ckp jgn tima org krna ksian..sush kalo hati tak redha dalam satu perhubungan..aku tak pernah tima org sbb kesian..tapi hampir2 adalah..
pastu ustaz ckp sal career woman skg susah sebab ada yg tak mau khawin..takut ma komitmen..terasa jga ar sebab pernah terfikir tak nak khawin..tp ustaz ckp fitrah manusia perlukan kasih sayang,,so khawin tu perlu jg,,tak kan mau sendirian spnjang hdup kan..
ustaz jg citer sal pmpuan mnta fasakh bila tau suaminya mati pucuk..ny yg ku heran..kalo dh khawin cuba ar tima kekurangan dan kelebihan pasangan...apatah lgi kalo khawin atas dasar cinta tu..tak kan sebab nda dapat wat hubungan intim mau tinggalkan psagan ta..memang bnda tu penting untuk mnghasilkan zuriat tpi bila kita cakap kita sayang org tu kita tima pa adanya..hubungan intim bukan hnya tertakluk time buat seks..sentuhan dari psgan pun boleh buatkan kita happy kn..bila dia pgang tangan kita..bila dia peluk kita time sedih..bila dia setia berada di sisi kita ketika susah n senang..tak perlu lebih2..semua benda tu akan buat kita happy bila kita betul2 sayang org tu kan..so pa point mau tinggalkan dia bila dia mati pucuk?rasanya tak adil tuk pasagan kita tu kan..lgi pn sebelum kita mau judge or kritik or hina or tinggalkan dia sebab kekurangannya..baik kita cerminkan diri dlu..baik sangat ka kita?sempurna sangat ka kita?ingatlah setiap manusia ada kelebihan n kekurangganya sendiri..

*p/s: tak tau napa mood sedih n rsa down malam ny..so post pn pnuh emosi..hate this feeling..>.<..sabar ja ar sapa baca nie ya..:)

Forgive me

my heart tore into two
every time i know that u cry
my heart turn to pieces
every time i see u sober

u despise me but i love u
i know u had been hurt
but believe me
i never meant it

my heart tore into two
every time i make u cry
my heart turn to pieces
every time i disappointed u

i try to repent
but i never did it
i know it make u more sad
i can only hope u forgive me

when the dawn come
i will be there
to show u that i truly
wanna love u again
but if u can't love me again
just forgive me...

Kita

langit dan bumi jauh berbeza
ttpi dalam masa yg sama ia sama
kita berdua jauh berbeza
ttpi kita brkongsi rasa yg sama

setiap detik yg berlalu
mencambahkan perasaan itu
tnpa kita sedari
kau dan aku semakin mesra

kemesraan yg terjalin
bukan hanya seketika
kerana ukhwah yg terbina
atas rsa kasih yg tulus

bila masanya tiba kita terpisah
redhai ia kerana kasih kita
takkan pernah putus tuk selamanya
yakinlah pada kuasaNya